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Journal Entry: Sun Oct 23, 2005, 12:38 PM
just wanted to let everyone know that, yes, I am in fact still alive. A weird thought, but you know, things can get crazy sometimes.
some new things that you might be of interest in: I am actually living in switzerland right now for hte year as an exchange student.. which is lots and lots of fun, very challenging though due to the fact that I am learing french. But what's cool is that I am in the specialized section for art visuals, so I have lots and lots of art classes.. which is weird because i love writing, but not drawing or whatever. But I guess i was never really given the chance to allow myself ot experiement.. so this is going ot be an interesting time for me. I have been changing tons, and I can see myself so much more clearly now. Sounds corny, but i can see so many more of my actual faults that I was denying before, and I am even starting to see some of the good things about me. I also have alot more belief in myself and what I am able to do... which is guess is a good thing.
anyways, just wanted to let you know.
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Age-17
Location-Arkansas
Astrological sign-Gemini
Talents/Skills-shooting driving
Hobbies/Interests-hunting fishing
Total Number of ex-girlfriends-3
Favorite Musicians-Toby Keith Gretchen Wilson Alan Jackson
True/False Section:
8 hours of sleep is completely necessary for daily living. F
Showers are only necessary when hair is able to naturally repel water, or when the stench is enough to drive away mosquitoes. F
Being random and goofy is just plain awesome. T
Extended hugs are fun. T
Meeting new people and making new names for them is boring. F
Temperature wise, you are usually comfortably warm. T
You are able to laugh at yourself. T
Short Answer Section:
Do you smoke?N
If yes, what (please list in bullet form if necessary)
Do you consume daily alcoholic beverages? N
How about weekly? Y
Drugs? If yes- what and how often. N
Do you find it difficult/impossible to function normally when you are unable to consume anything of the above? N
Do you have any neuroses, diagnosed or otherwise? N
Are you capable of speaking in grammatically-correct sentences? Y
Do you drive/have a car? Y
How comfortable are you with unexpected situations? OK
Massages are… great when naked
Do you wear really baggy jeans that are just about down to your ankles? no
Do you happen to have hours of random facts stored in your brain? yes
How long does it take you to get bored? 20 min
Are you a picky eater? no
Would you ever consider yourself to be a specific type (ie- goth, skater, prep, jock etc.) and if yes, then what? yes redneck
How often do you find yourself playing with fire/knifes/other unnecessary dangerous objects? about every day
How important is honesty to you? very important
Multiple Choice Section:
Making snow angels in Monument Square during a snowstorm, in full view of passers-by, is-
a. Fun, impulsive, and maybe even a little romantic, depending on the circumstance
Buying flowers-
a. A dozen red roses on Valentine's Day
Short clumsy girls in a weird assortment of clothing are-
c. Cool, but not my type
Invisible Theater is-
a. one of my favorite pastimes.
b. Something that sounds exciting but yet I don’t’ know what it is.
c. Heard of it and it is annoying and a waste of time.
d. Haven’t heard of it and don’t want to.
In a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest) you rate a …. In comparison to other males my age in my degree of horniness-
a. 1-3
b. 3-6
c. 6-9
d. 10
e. 10+
Ice is made for-
a. Slipping and sliding and just having a blast.
b. To sit inside and watch other people struggle as they walk up your icy driveway.
c. Absolutely nothing. It’s such a waste of matter.
d. Throwing at people.
Your physical appearance, you personally think-
a. is a replica for what’s inside.
b. A false shield that hides you from the real world.
c. Um. It’s what I look like. Nothing more, nothing less.
Essay Section:
If you were to make me a cd of a collection of your favorite songs, what would be on it and why?
Tell me your funniest joke.
What’s your favorite physical part of the opposite sex and why?
Tell me a random story that explains who you are, 250 words or less.
And now, write me deep insightful poem. Ready… GO!
Ignorance... definitely ignorance... I cannot stand the sheep that slowly graze, as the end of their miserable lives grows nearer...
But that's just me... hehe...
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Music Of The Night
"Close your eyes
For your eyes will only tell the truth
And the truth isn't what you want to see.
In the dark, is it easy to pretend
That the truth is what it ought to be..."
- Phantom Of The Opera (Broadway Original)
Thank you for adding me to your friends list... and leaving a most confusing comment.. anyway, back to the point... a quiz! I shall indeed answer it....... as may be obvious, I am bored... but your quiz shall bring life to a boring evening, so take comfort in that...
Basic Questions:
1) Name- Corwin (I have ommited my last name for unknown reasons; though, I do find it odd that I say they're unknown and yet seem certain in thier plurality... meh)...
2) Age- 17... or am I?
3) Location- Southern California...
4) Astrological sign- Cancer...
5) Talents/Skills- Not entirely sure... but I do regularly score over 180 on IQ tests... so that bodes well in general...
6) Hobbies/Interests- Numerous... well, not really... writing, reading, mathematics... the end...
7) Total Number of ex-girlfriends- 1... surprising, eh? Not really...
8) Favorite Musicians- Well, I suppose I will name bands and composers rather than the individual artists themselves... so: Tool (and, obviously, A Perfect Circle), VNV Nation, AFI, Bright Eyes, Modest Mouse, The Faint, Jewel (only her first album), Back, Tschaikovsky, Brahms... that's enough for now...
True/False Section:
1) 8 hours of sleep is completely necessary for daily living. False... I despise sleeping (and yes, I know this is multiple choice, but I invoke my freedom to.... well, quite frankly, do whatever the hell I want... so, if people don't mind... actually, scratch that, whether people mind or not... I'm going to comment along with my answers)...
2) Showers are only necessary when hair is able to naturally repel water, or when the stench is enough to drive away mosquitoes. No, that disgusts me... I'm a bit neurotic (as I have OCD)... so I wash as much as possible...
3) Being random and goofy is just plain awesome. Honestly, I do not have such a preference...
4) Extended hugs are fun. Yes, indeed they are...
5) Meeting new people and making new names for them is boring. Not particularly... depends on if I like them or not...
6) Temperature wise, you are usually comfortably warm. Yes... the hotter it is, the more clothing I can take of... I love freedom...
7) You are able to laugh at yourself. It's kind of hard not to I suppose...
Short Answer Section:
1) Do you smoke? No... not anymore and never again...
2) If yes, what (please list in bullet form if necessary) Used to be everything... but for several years now, and for all time to come, this questions respone is: Not Applicable...
3) Do you consume daily alcoholic beverages? No... not anymore...
4) How about weekly? No...
5) Drugs? If yes- what and how often. None anymore... well, unless you include prescription drugs...
6) Do you find it difficult/impossible to function normally when you are unable to consume anything of the above? No, as long as I have my prescriptions, I'm fine...
7) Do you have any neuroses, diagnosed or otherwise? Yes... rather a lot...
8) Are you capable of speaking in grammatically-correct sentences? Naturally... and I despise when people cannot... though, when writing (unless it's an essay or something official), I have a tendency to use elipses... it's part of a life philosophy...
9) Do you drive/have a car? No, sadly I do not... I should... but I do not...
10) How comfortable are you with unexpected situations? Just fine... things generally don't bother me unless I'm suddenly surrounded by morons spouting out incoherent sentences using some archaic dialect (also know as ebonics)...
11) Massages are… (complete the sentence) Sensual, relaxing, sexual, and only complete if they are done in the nude... anyone whom I creep out, sorry... I just believe in being free and expressing myself...
12) Do you wear really baggy jeans that are just about down to your ankles? No... never have and never will... I despise the neanderthals that do... and this question isn't necessary for anyone whom goes to my site as there are two pictures ("Emotion" I and II) that clearly show my decore... though, I do not usually dress that way anymore... I wear more formal clothing on a regular basis... but still a lot of black...
13) Do you happen to have hours of random facts stored in your brain? Yes... I kill on Jeopardy and other such things (Cranium, You Don't Know Jack, Trivial Pursuit)...
14) How long does it take you to get bored? Depends on what I'm doing... but I can't say that I'm ever bored in the true sense of the word... this is simply because I can escape into my head and think at any point in time, which means that I always have something to do...
15) Are you a picky eater? Not at all... though, I try to avoid eating in general... I just don't enjoy it...
16) Would you ever consider yourself to be a specific type (ie- goth, skater, prep, jock etc.) and if yes, then what? No... I think that stereotypes are humorous, but I ultimately do not fit into one... most people would probably describe me as "Goth"... and maybe that's true... but if it is, I am not Gothic by my clothing, but in the true sense of the wrod... the real meaning of gothic culture lies in the belief that the world is a farce and that freedom must be exploited to the greatest extent while the mindless sheep of this planet go about their business...
17) How often do you find yourself playing with fire/knifes/other unnecessary dangerous objects? I used to have a problem with fire and knives... but no longer... though, I still find fire fascinating and beautiful...
18) How important is honesty to you? Rather a lot... though, I have trouble trusting other people... my trust is not easily gained...
Multiple Choice Section:
1) Making snow angels in Monument Square during a snowstorm, in full view of passers-by, is-
a. Fun, impulsive, and maybe even a little romantic, depending on the circumstance (actually, I think it is very romantic)...
b. Not necessarily something you'd do normally, but you might try it
c. Completely embarrassing and not something you'd ever consider doing
2) Buying flowers-
a. A dozen red roses on Valentine's Day
b. Sixteen yellow tulips on Groundhog Day
c. Three daffodils on Tuesday
d. Always tacky.
e. Other (please explain) (something sweet, but possibly embarrasing to the other party... such as sending 50 red roses to there workplace with a large note attached to it, for all to see my love)...
3) Short clumsy girls in a weird assortment of clothing are-
a. sexually simulating
b. just odd.
c. Cool, but not my type
d. Gross
e. Amusing to look at.
f. Other (please explain) (I have odd tastes and so, being that as it is, I find style in any odd assortment of clothing, accesories, etc... and as for the clumsy part... that in no way bothers me)...
4) Invisible Theater is-
a. one of my favorite pastimes. (Okay, not really, but I didn't like any of the other answers, so I decided not to stay in the box... down with the system, I say! Down with it!)...
b. Something that sounds exciting but yet I don’t’ know what it is.
c. Heard of it and it is annoying and a waste of time.
d. Haven’t heard of it and don’t want to.
5) In a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest) you rate a …. In comparison to other males my age in my degree of horniness-
a. 1-3
b. 3-6 (I'm very sexual, but in a romantic way... "horny" has too many negative connotations)...
c. 6-9
d. 10
e. 10+
6) Ice is made for-
a. Slipping and sliding and just having a blast. (And don't forget about making Ice Blended Mochas at Strabucks)...
b. To sit inside and watch other people struggle as they walk up your icy driveway.
c. Absolutely nothing. It’s such a waste of matter.
d. Throwing at people.
7) Your physical appearance, you personally think-
a. is a replica for what’s inside. (Enough said)...
b. A false shield that hides you from the real world.
c. Um. It’s what I look like. Nothing more, nothing less.
Essay Section:
1) If you were to make me a cd of a collection of your favorite songs, what would be on it and why? Alright, here it goes:
* Bright Eyes:
- "Lover I Don't Have To Love": it's one of the greatest songs ever made... well, in my oppinion...
- "The Calendar Hung Itself": it's one of the greatest philosophical/romantic songs of our time...
- "The Difference In The Shades": I feel that it's enlightening...
* The Faint:
- "Sex Is Personal": It's a very intersting trans/techno piece...
- "Ballad Of A Paralyzed Citizen": it makes me emotional when I hear it... maybe it will have the same effect upon other people...
* VNV Nation:
- "Joy": the title can be misleading... it's actually about the struggles of life...
- "Solitary": it's a really good song and I think you would get a lot out of it...
* Jewel:
- "Foolish Games": a really good song with really pretty piano...
* Tool:
- "Die Eier Von Satan": yes, that's right... The Eggs Of Satan... the song's in German and is a cake recipe... I like it, and it may make you smile... hehe...
- "Cesaro Summability": just generally a good song...
- "Eulogy": classic, depressing, beautiful...
* Decathect Dysania (in other words, me)
- Untitled: it's my Piano solo... I like it... other people seem to as well... it gives a sense of my emotion... meh...
There you go... that's your CD... enjoy...
2) Tell me your funniest joke. I'm afraid that's classified...
3) What’s your favorite physical part of the opposite sex and why? How about both sexes? Hehe... anyway...
Let's see... not entirely sure... possibly... eyes... I like eyes, I think they tell a lot about people... and their intents... which is a good thing to know...
4) Tell me a random story that explains who you are, 250 words or less.
I would... but my story is too long... let's just suffice it to say that I've had a bad life and my poems reflect some of what happened last year...
Well, that was enjoyable... it shall give you a lot to read... and it gave me a lot to write... anyway, I should probably go write or scrounge up poetry from my older stuff.... or some such thing... anyway, I bid you farewell... and as I doubt I will be communicating with you before the end of tonight, I also must say goodnight...
- Corwin
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Music Of The Night
"Close your eyes
For your eyes will only tell the truth
And the truth isn't what you want to see.
In the dark, is it easy to pretend
That the truth is what it ought to be..."
- Phantom Of The Opera (Broadway Original)
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I wanted to say Great job on the play!! Those chinese earrings looked like they weighed a TON though. Where did u go after the play? (this was the friday one by the way). I saw pretty much everyone else, and kept looking around for you, BUT I COULDNT FIND U!!
Anyways, thats all i really wanted to say. good job!
see ya later
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GO THERE NOW!! please, we need your support!!
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I just went out for VIETNAMESE food the other day and it made me think of NYC... but it wasn't as good, or nearly as much fun!
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(tell me that you're alright. everything is alright.)
i said today that id say hi. So, im gonna say hi now! HI! so, why havent u been on devient for awhile?!? i really enjoy your photos, but you haven't posted anything new! I saw your senior photos of kaylee, and thought they were awsome (and there were alot of them)
well, whatever. Hey, if you wanted to have me play guitar or whatever for the play, see me sometime between then and now, id like to help out!
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